31st Oct, 2004

Oh my gosh.. there's something wrong with me. I took a shower with shampoo today which I didn't realize. I did my laundry without pouring in the soap. I figured that out six hours later. Yeah..that's so obvious that I have something wrong. I guess I was daydreaming for the entire week. In fact I dreamt every single night for this week. There's nothing fun these days. I hate being alone the whole time. It's so different from the past years. I hate to see myself experiencing the same boring thing again. I need a change. When will I make that change...